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Saturday, November 6th, 2004

Subject:saturday night & i ain't got noboodyyy...
Time:7:47 pm.
Mood: bored.
Ohh my god, like i am soo freakin' pissed!! haha i looovvee white chicks. i'm almost 99% sure my nose piercing closed. fucking aaaaaaaaaaaa. it's been like 4 months & i took it out to clean it really well and couldn't get it back in. then the earring fell down the drain. =o( it suckkedd. i can't pay for another one and i don't want to go through the pain again. my life is going down the drain with that earring. *sobs*

so yea, i'm sitting here with my 12 year old sister watching "that's so raven." haha i'm a L O S E R ! ! it is a funny show though. =o)

we're ordering januzzi's and getting ready to watch white chicks in a lil. i freaking love that movie. yea, my 'best friends' come in from school numerous times and don't even call me. that's awesome. i seriously have no friends anymore. i think i have to dorm in january to have any hope of a life. the last time i went out was over 3 weeks ago and that was once. the last time i drank was before the summer. i'm 19 & that's sadddddddd.

i do have a couple new friends. lol i talk to them on-line. lol b/c i'm awesome. neil is from dallas & he's a loser too. we still have yet to paint the town 'yella.' lol and kyle (jojo) haha is a celebrity on 97bht. he's too cool for me b/c he's 21 and i'm not. these two know more about my life than my so-called best friends. i met them on myspace.com... my new time-passing thrill. you guys rock my socks. =o) (you'll prob never read this. lmao)

OooOOoo. cat in the hat is on, gtg. omg-- what is my life coming to? what happened to my deep entries about my interesting life? oh, they all disappeared when i started college.

peace - love - tater tots. =o)

virginia*
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Wednesday, July 21st, 2004

Subject:feb 2, 1956 - july 21, 2001
Time:10:22 pm.
Mood: discontent.
a great man lived then. i love you, dad.



if tears could build a stairway and memories a lane, i'd walk straight up to heaven and bring you home again. <3


virginia*
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Tuesday, July 20th, 2004

Subject:you make me wanna lala in the kitchen on the floor...
Time:10:43 pm.
Mood: dorky.
my graduation party was sunday. yea. erin, sara, laura and burns came. awesome, i have friends. ohh well.

i got a kick ass nextel. well, it's coming in the mail. i'm p.u.m.p.e.d, pumped. i also bought 17 pair of victoria secret undies within the past two days. my mom's making me clean out my lingerie chest with my four drawers of undies in it. booo.

i took my placement test for school yesterday. did poorly in the math, yet got the highest level in writing. yea, my essay kicked some major ass.

tomorrow's gonna be three years for my daddy. =o*( tomorrow's gonna suck.


*

yeah yeah.

yeah yeah.

you drive me crazy.
you just bring me down.

just surrender.

virginia*

--maybe i feel dorky b/c i am a dork. hmm...
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Tuesday, July 6th, 2004

Subject:hola senor(ita)
Time:8:20 pm.
Mood: full.
so... life keeps getting crazier.

have you ever needed a vacation from your vacation??
weeeiirrddd.

who's getting a tattizzle tomorrow? i am, i am!! i'm sooo scared!! ahhhh! but i'm sure it'll be awesome.

in the last month i brought home a kitten from a farm and brought it back to life, named him stinky & found him a good home. his cold is gone & he's up to 2 lbs!

i need motivattiooonn.
i think i might need school?

i want my own place. like right now.
i want to decorate it. i want to walk around naked.
i want to be alone for hours at a time. i want to eat oucecream for breakfast. oh wait.. i already do that. hehe...

alcohol is heinous.
-- look at me when i'm not drunk. period.
besides, alcohol ruins friendships.

i can't wait until my graduation party. i need money and a new cell phone. $$

ahh well. drew's on his way for a slumber party. i wanna go for a ride in his huge jeep tonight. then we'll draw my tattoo. yay!

peace love and rainbow colored sprinkles.

virginia*
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Sunday, June 13th, 2004

Subject:lil' survey
Time:6:50 pm.
Mood: tired.
start: 6:57

series 1 - you ]
-- Name : Virginia
-- Birthday : October 3, 1985
-- Birthplace : Kingston, PA
-- Current Location : Most of you know what city, PA
-- Eye Color : blue w/yellow rings
-- Hair Color : blonde
-- Righty or Lefty : righty
-- Zodiac Sign : libra
-- Font : what font am i? i don't really know.

[ series 2 - your favorite ]
-- Music : punky/emo
-- Cartoon : family guy
-- Color : pink
-- Slushy Flavor : cherry
-- Magazine : cosmo
-- TV Show : wheel of fortune
-- Song at the Moment: i just heard it yesterday it's by the all-american rejects.. but i have no idea what it's called
-- Language : English
-- Spice Girl : maybe baby
-- Food & Beverage : bagels/juice
-- Subject in School : i don't know yet... we'll see.
-- Weekend Activity : relaxing
-- Ice Cream Flavor : double fudge brownie
-- Roller Coaster : nitro and steel force

[ series 3 - what is ]
-- Your most overused phrase on aol : lol
-- The last thought you go to sleep with : andy
-- The first feature you notice in the opposite sex : eyes
-- The Best Name for a Butler : Jeeves
-- The wussiest sport : golf
-- Your best feature : i care
-- Your bedtime : whenever i decide to go to bed
-- Your greatest fear : death
-- Your greatest accomplishment : living w/this family and all of our problems
-- Your most missed memory : being with my daddy

[ series 4 - you prefer ]
-- Pepsi or coke : pepsi
-- McDonald's or Burger King : neither
-- Single or group dates : depends on the person(s)
-- Adidas or Nike : both
-- Chicken nuggets or chicken fingers : CHICKEN
-- Dogs or cats : dogs
-- Rugrats or Doug : both
-- Single or taken : either
-- Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea : iced tea
-- One pillow or two : 2
-- Chocolate or vanilla : chocolate
-- Hot chocolate or hot cocoa : that's same thing #3

[ series 5 - do you ]
-- Take a shower everyday? : nah
-- Do you think you've been in love? : yes
-- Want to go to college? : I'm in college
-- Like high school? : the first couple years
-- Want to get married : Yes
-- Type with your fingers on the right keys? : nah
-- Believe in yourself? : Most of the time.
-- Have any tattoos/where? : appt. july 7th babaaayy
-- Have any piercings/where? : ears, belly button
-- Get motion sickness? : nope
-- Think you're a health freak? : Nope.
-- Get along with your parents? : Yes.
-- Like thunderstorms? : sometimes

[ series 6 - the future ]
-- Age you hope to be married : late twenties
-- Number and Names of Children : maybe 3 ||
BOYS NAMES :: Kier
GIRLS NAMES :: Reese
-- Where do you see yourself in five years? : prob. still in school
-- Descibe your Dream Wedding : on a beach at sunset
-- How do you want to die? : laughing.
-- What do you want to be when you grow up? : a psychologist and a good wife/mother
-- What continent would you most like to visit? : europe

[ series 7 - opposite sex ]
-- Best eye color? : Doesn't matter
-- Best hair color? : Doesn't matter
-- Short or long hair? : longer
-- Best height? : taller than me =)
-- Best weight? : Doesn't matter
-- Best articles of clothing?: surfer boy shorts
-- Best first date location? : somewhere to talk
-- Best first kiss location? : under the stars*
-- What facial feature do you find the most attractive? : Eyes

[ series 8 - other ]
-- When's the last time you slept with a stuffed animal? : mm..prob. a week ago
-- How many rings until you answer the phone? : 2 or 3
-- What's on your mouse pad? : nepatoday.com
-- How many places have you lived in?: 2
-- How many schools have you gone to? : 4
-- What color is your bedroom carpet? : i dont have one
-- If you were stranded on a desert island and you could only take one thing(not person) with you what would you take? : phone
-- What was the best time of your life so far? times spent w/family and friends

-x-PAST-x-
First grade teacher's name: Mrs. Gentile
Last word you said: what
Last song you sang: modest mouse... float on again

-x-PRESENT-x-
What's in your cd player? : yellowcard
What color socks are you wearing? : white
What's under your bed? : nothing
What time did you wake up at today?: 8:30

FUTURE
Where do you want to go? : everywhere
What is your career going to be? : human resources
Where are you going to live? : who knows
How many kids do you want? : Already asked this. o_O

NOW
Current mood: confuzzled
Current music: none
Current taste: none
Current hair: pony tail
Current clothes: finish line shirt, black pj shorts
Current annoyance: *See current mood*
Current smell: don't smell anything
Current longing: to have my room clean
Current desktop picture: bubbles
Current favorite artist: something corporate
Current fingernail color: purple chrome
Current crush: i dont have a crussshh
Current hate: my house
Current favorite article of clothing: camo skirt
Last cd that you bought: yellowcard
Favorite place to be: the beach at night
Time you wake up in the morning: 8'ish
Do you believe in an afterlife?: im not sure
How tall are you?: 5'7"
Current favorite word: jiggle
Favorite book(s): altar ego, party girls
Favorite season: all

-- Your heritage: Polish, Russian, English, Cherokee...etc.
-- The shoes you wore today: adidas black and white sneakers to work
-- Your weakness: I can be quite stubborn at times!
-- Goal you'd like to achieve: be successfulin everything i do.. lose about 20 lbs. lol

[Do you...]

-- Smoke: only at times, socially.. when im w/my smoker friends
-- Cuss: mhmm
-- Sing: Yes
-- Have a crush(es): This was asked already. THERE'S ENOUGH QUESTIONS ON HERE, WE DON'T NEED TO START REPEATING THEM, FOR THE LOVE OF PETE. o__O
-- Think you're attractive: *Shrugs* sometimes
-- Do people think you’re attractive: *shrugs*
-- Play an instrument: i played piano and flute

In the past month...
-- Drank alcohol: yes
-- Smoked: maybe one or two
-- Done a drug: no
-- Gone on a date: yea
-- Gone to the mall: Yea
-- Eaten an entire box of Oreos: no
-- Eaten chinese: i dont think so
-- Been on stage: yes
-- Been dumped: nope.
-- Made homemade cookies: nope
-- Gone skinny dipping: No
-- Dyed your hair: yes
-- Stolen anything: nope.

Ever...
-- Played a game that required removal of clothing: yes
-- If so, was it mixed company: yes but i never lose =)
-- Been called a tease: Yes
-- Gotten beaten up: No.
-- Shoplifted: No
-- Changed who you were to fit in: Not really

-- Are you hoping to be married: QUIT WITH THE REPETITVE QUESTIONS. *screams*

-- Number of People i trust with my life: 2
-- Number of CDs that I own: over 50
-- Number of times my name has appeared in the newspaper?: A few.
-- Number of scars on my body: Umm... im not sure
-- Number of things in my past that I regret: Plenty.

I want: this survey completed.
I feel alone: when I'm by myself.
I listen: with my ears.
I pretend: to be normal
I drive: a sunfire
I sing: songs.
I cry: when I'm sad.
I destroy: *Shrugs*
I dance: at evolution lol
I write: all the time.
I wake: when I'm tired of sleeping.
I breathe: air
I play: *Shrugs*
I venture: into the heart of andrew
I find: lots of things amusing.
I pray: to God.
I miss: my dad
I kiss: drewber
I succeed: in finishing highschool
I search: for the ending of this survey.
I learn: something new every day.
I feel: sleepy.
I know: the truth is out there.
I joke: all the time.
I say: alot of things.
I change: my clothes.
I fail: at math.
I dream: at night.
I believe: in a thing called love.
I wonder: what possessed me to fill out this survey that doesn't seem to end.
I worry: about things that half the time doesn't even need to be worried about.
I wish: for some energy
I fight: back? I don't know.
I need: a vacation.
I am: utterly happy this survey is over!

end: 7:33
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Sunday, April 25th, 2004

Subject:Let your waves crash down on me and take me away...
Time:9:20 pm.
Mood: accomplished.
i cannot emphasize how badly i want summer to come. no worries... ahhh.

i miss drew.

senior project this friday @ 12:30. thank god. done with the unreal drama world of wyoming area high school.

i really don't know what to say..
early to bed tonight, i think. drew & i napped all day while the rain was falling. didn't get my grad/class day dress. but sleeping the rainy afternoon away w/the one you love is worth it. that's all i really did today. church, sleep, target. i really wanted to go fishing today but ofcourse it rained on my day off. figures...

went to another soco concert last week. it was good. they played w/yellowcard at millersville U. i was in the 2nd row and needed to get out b/c ppl find the need to put tons of pressure on my chest by pushing. it was good/bad. good b/c they definitely played bittersweet symphony and ended the concert w/hey ya by outkast. bad b/c william tell left the band to pursue a solo career, was in the middle of the gym rockin' out w/mom. hey, at least i got to see them & andrew looked damn fine. riverfusion festival here i come.... May 16th soco/ataris.

alrighty, just a quick update. rock out w/cha cock out.

virginia*
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Wednesday, April 7th, 2004

Subject:...and if you have only one good friend in life, you'll be considered lucky..
Time:10:04 pm.
Mood: stressed.
ok, here goes.

i haven't said anything to anyone b/c i have too much to worry about right now. i can't make time to worry about something i don't even understand.

we were fine first period. i don't understand what happened between then and lunch, but somebody said to me, "this is so stupid, why can't we just all get along." i replied, "what are you talking about?" she said you know, how you're fighting with all of them. ok, news flash, i was completely unaware i was fighting w/anyone until i was told. then everything got blown out of proportion. you believed other people that i talked about you. i'd just like to say one thing... why? don't you know who i am anymore? did you forget the virginia you guys used to know? would i belittle myself and talk about the people i'm crazy about just to "fit in"? i think not.

and this whole thing started with a JOKE between myself and the person who i am never, ever serious with. except for the times i've said "we had theee most fun ever that night!" i don't understand how this is so complicated now. i was okay with the fact of everyone being friends, not feeling left out from the occasions i didn't go to. but now, i kinda do. the thing that got me a bit upset was the fact that we all have to go to the beach together in two, yes two months. the three of you are fine and dandy and then you have me. not invited to the festivities tomorrow night. i know there's not tons of room... but it's a little odd... you 3, which are staying at the shore together, without me. not even a little "what are you doing tomorrow?" i'd figured since we went out together every thursday night i didn't even have to ask. but i guess i should've. and i guess there is no room for me this time. but will there be in june?

i'm still unsure of why we all aren't talking. hey, the world may never know. i think that's it.. yet i know i'll remember more when i update. i trust my life with you girls and when i have no one to tell my secrets to, no one to drive around with, blasting the darkness and singing boldly, smoking every cigarette in sight, and no one to just talk to.... i feel it. so, there's my plea. the girl who doesn't know anything told her story. maybe we'll clear it up. like pontius pilot said in the story of jesus, "i wash my hands of this case." it's up to you girls. high school drama or the best times ahead. you decide.

virginia*

p.s.-- oh, and if anyone is out there who knows what i did, can ya let me know? i'd like to know why i have no friends. lol thanks.
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Monday, March 8th, 2004

Subject:killer cacti and a huge white cock
Time:10:02 pm.
Mood: awake.
subject meaning... nothing. lol a little humor for just another manic monday.

so, yea-- i'm back & ready to rumble. Next friday's the john mayer concert in reading .. hells yeah fool! jeez, i'm sure a lot has happened since i've written last. kristyn has been living in nevada and recently got kicked out by her assbitchdicklickingmotherfucker of a father and forced to live in an apartment... i hope she comes HOME soon.

andy is a major part of my life. i only mentioned him once before in an entry when we first started dating. it's been six months and oh my goodness am i ever in love. i'll write more on that subject another time... i'm not real feelin' typing tonight.

jimmy got jumped on friday. he looks like jesus in the passion. damn bastards. they'll get what's coming... soon enough.

i need a vacation. i've been so busy w/my sr. project and research paper, work, school work... all that sh-bang.

oohh well. i slept alllll day, but i'm gonna go do it s'more.

nighty.

virginia*
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Subject:oh my goooodnesss
Time:5:30 pm.
hey all. i'm actually getting kicked off right now, but i haven't written in.. a long time. i finally got my password in the mail. i'll be sure to write later if i go on b/c i never GO ON!! well ttyl.

Virginia*
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Thursday, October 2nd, 2003

Subject:lonng time, no write
Time:12:48 pm.
Mood: indescribable.
i really don't have time to write in lj anymore, so i figured i'd take off school today to update. jk jk.. i'm all congested n' shit.. and i need to get better for my birthday TOMORROW.

who's going to be legal tomorrow? i am, i am!!

i can't even remember the last time i wrote. i don't even know if i've mentioned my new beau. he's like something i've never knew existed. his name's andy & he's my lil' country punkin & i'm his lil' country bumpkin. haha we have a blast together. =)

school's been messed up. the senior class is officially falling apart. and.... i'd just like to say to that one person who i thought was true-- i'm sorry i don't look good in pointy shoes.

eff ya'll, i'm goin' to mustang sally's tomorrah. ;) lol jk jk

virginia*
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Saturday, August 30th, 2003

Subject:like whoa. it's soo me. scratch metallica.
Time:12:50 am.
Mood: happy.
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Thursday, August 28th, 2003

Subject:(((no subject)))
Time:10:26 pm.
never.
good.
enough.

i officially quit.

there is noooo one out there.

point, blank, period. . . . .
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Wednesday, August 27th, 2003

Subject:boooo hooooo
Time:9:57 pm.
Mood: crazy.
So long sweet summer,
I stumbled upon you and gracefully basked in your rays.
So long sweet slumber.
I fell into you now you're gracefully falling away.

Hey thanks, thanks for that summer.
It is cold where you're going
I hope that your heart is always warm.
I gave you the best that I had.
You passed on my letters & passed on the best that I had.

I hate the winter in Lexington...

that's ok- BACK TO SCHOOL BASH THIS WEEKEND KIDS!! 3 DAYS STRRAAIIGGHHTT. call for details... ;)

g'nite.

virginia*
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Tuesday, August 26th, 2003

Subject:the sharp hint of new tears
Time:5:36 pm.
Mood: gloomy.
i wanna give you whatever you need. is it what i need? is it within me? ...

i don't know.

i just don't know anything anymore.

i thought it was a good thing. 2 weeks & i'm still unsure. i'm just hanging by the moments here. the days seem longer... the nights darker. but then again... i look up into the sky & see those twinkling lights and it gives me a new hope for tomorrow. maybe, just maybe tomorrow.... there will be clarity from all of this fuzzyness... from being left in the dark.

not going to work tonight. i don't find the need.

going to eat... bye now.

virginia*
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Subject:...and you're half a day away.
Time:12:15 am.
Mood: nervous.
i just have to talk about last nite a lil bit. i had a good time for the most part...

I OFFICIALLY SAW A HOOKER ON THE STREETS OF WILKES-BARRE. omg it was outta control... her watermelon dress- that's the hotness right thurr, right thurr.
and OH OH OH OHHH wanted to pull you downnn.

i am sooo v.tired.

hey you--
ohh i wanted to pull you dowwnnn. roll on top of me, baby. just roll, roll, roll. we'll wreck our clothes. we'll scrape our knees... =)

i think i'm in love with this song.

wow. very tired.

"it seems our day keeps falling on a leap year..."

virginia*
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Sunday, August 24th, 2003

Subject:a short song i wrote on the plane
Time:7:10 pm.
Mood: confused.
somewhere over the carolina's

green sections below, nothing but blue beside.
think i might miss you.
then it sets in; back to the real world today.
no more fantasy land.
i longed to hear your voice.
it may still make me tremble.
i think about forever-- am i in your future?
searching for unanswered questions is not a favorite of mine.
i don't like not knowing what you feel...
thinking of things i could say--
wanna be with you and that's the only way.
landing to something new...
my heart feels a different destination.
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Wednesday, August 20th, 2003

Subject:greetings from Ocala, FL
Time:11:50 am.
Mood: rejuvenated.
what the hell is up guys?? miss me yet? yea, yea.. i know. i'm at er bear's grammy's house today... we got up, ate choco chip pannycakes, went for a walk around the senior citizens neighborhood and showered & now i'm here waiting for erin to get ready so we can go to the springs. it's actually gonna be amazing... clleeaaarrr water w/cliffs you can dive off of.. can't wait!

the plane ride was all right... freaky deaky.

on friday cara & i went on our roadtrip to WATERLOO. it was an amazing time. rocked out at the something corporate/311 concert, well.. just the soco part lol we left after soco. then i went to get a shirt & boom. there they were... BEAUTIFUL something corporate, waiting for me to come and ask them to sign my shirt & get pics. i shall post some later when i get 'em. they sang:

-Fall
-Straw Dog
-Little
-new song
-Hurricane
-I woke up in a car
-If U C Jordan
-Punk Rock Princess
-Cavanaugh park

andrew totally played the piano w/his feet while stomping all over it in a fit of punkiness... no setting piano on fire though... maybe next time. tonight they're playing in lancaster at club chameleon.. just them.. for... $15.00.. figures i'm in the other half of the u.s.

so far on this vaca, we've gone to pointe verda beach... that was yesterday.. yep kids a shark came 3 feet away from me. i was at the first wave crest.. not even up to my knees & i saw 2 fins and freaked out... it ended up to be like a 3 ft. shark.. but still... holy bananas. stayed at a mansion in orlando.. that was some good times. got a mad tan yesterday... oh. hell. yeah.

i can't really remember what else i've done... it's all been a big blur. i really miss my mommy though. lol i'm sucha baby.

alrighty kiddoes... i'll speak to you when i get back to the great ol' NEPA.

have a good day.

virginia*
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Wednesday, August 13th, 2003

Subject:he says we won't ma-aa-aake it now
Time:11:12 pm.
Mood: sick.
i fucking hate boys.

eww.

except noah... b/c he didn't give me a reason to hate him yet.. but i'm sure the time will come... b/c you're all the same!! you say you're not.. then you prove it to me.. that you are!!! fucking AAAA.

my throat feels like.... shit. it's actually pulsating.

Fine Eyez1: boys...i just wanna rip their tiny lil' genitals off & feed them to my beta fish, clyde.
Lollipop3590: lmao, i love it..ur hilarious, remember a while ago it was ill rip ur penis off and tie them into balloon animals haha

i love making jokes about the male anatomy. can you tell?

i have a feeling i'm going to be rambling on a lot tonight.. so bear w/me.

i actually want to go rip up the pages in my journal i wrote about you the other night when i couldn't sleep b/c the only thing i could think about was you. how fucking pathetic is that? and you don't even fucking pay attention to me... wow.

then yoouuu, i fucking call you and grrrrrr!!!! i'm not even getting into it. it's just sooooo over.

onto lighter subjects... one night all i could think about is you & then the next i wanna rip your balls off & soak them in acid. grr. lol ok ew. fuck you.

i seriously quit. i like someone.. and it just all falls to shit.

anyway-- i really trust YOU. you'll prob never see this.. but, there's something about you that's soo different from anyone else. genuine... honest... i feel like i've known you forever.. but yet if i did, i would be the happiest person alive. you make me smile over the tiniest things.. you are soo beautiful-- inside & out.. and you don't find that a lot. i could just stare at you for days and not get bored. your kisses revive my spirit and awaken my soul. you make me want to love again.... and i miss you when you're away... i really miss you.

but hey, if you're for me, it will happen. my fucking motto for life: "whatever happens, happens." everything happens for a reason... it may be really fucked up.. but there's a reason behind it.

ommggg. i just want you to hold me.

fuck. i'm lonely.

i'd do anything just to fall asleep w/you.... again. =)

virginia*
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Monday, August 11th, 2003

Subject:rawwrr.
Time:11:03 pm.
Mood: surprised.
...and that's not a good suprised either.

all the same.

all the freaking sammmee.

forget it, i'm just in a bad mood now... i have a bad ass headache & all i could think about was you lastnight... and today... and tonight... ah, just fuck it.. nothing good ever comes from this feeling. i was hoping we'd prove that theory wrong.

damn it.. damn you... damn you & your beautiful self. those wonderous eyes and sickening smile. your perfect jawline which leads to the perfect anatomy. ohh those eyes. they tell me everything.

fuck.

::in too deep::

you're gonna need a shovel to help this girl...

i looked up in the sky today & it poured. right there. me, sopping wet in a beater & powder blue shorts.. not running from it, taking it all in. it was beautiful.

there aren't many beautiful things left in this world anymore. be happy *you're* one of them.

virginia*
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Friday, August 8th, 2003

Subject:outside looking in on you
Time:8:07 pm.
Mood: cold.
last night was pretty eventful. after the bazaar i had a co-ed slumber party... it went well. it was full of blasting country music, pillow fights, mandy moore, "meeting virginia" and 2:30 am roadtrips to pilot for food and a WA reunion. donato, sara & josh stayed over... we were sober... u hear that? SOBER!! and we still had a blast. =) that's when you know you have character. hahaha

i'm so confused. you think you know what you want ... and then when it's right in front of you, all you can do is stare. staring... it's a beautiful thing.

i just don't want to ruin anything. bc that would... suck. senior year, kids. senior year.

.. you're never nothin' less than beautiful ..

...and if i had to choose right this second, i'd pick you. there's just somethin' different about the way you smile... sincerity.. hope.. a rush of everything.

oohh man. i think i'm falling in like. =) heh.. help!

well i'm goin'

incense & pep"O"mints haha guys

virginia*
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